ROSY RENES

Suddenly I feel the urge to write this post. Many things will change after this Eid-ul Fitr ( Lebaran in Indonesia), I will go to college and stay in the dorm for a year, after that I have to find a place to live near my campus. I get back in touch again with my cousins, after several years I didn't hear anything from them. Also, I got new friends, from all over Indonesia. And I guess my life will be moving faster, in a fast-forward mode.  Oh, alhamdulillah now I'm officially a Telkom University (Tel-U) student, majoring in Informatics Engineering in Telkom Engineering School! I'm quite happy, though I didn't pass SBMPTN, but I'm happy I'm in Telkom because I already know some people there, and already made new friends even before the new term started! I knew them via twitter, from the #MABA2014 @InfoUnivTelkom, they were looking for students with the same major as me, and I said hi.  At first I was afraid, what if they didn't like me? What if th...

I'm sorry, I wrote so many letters here because I don't have anyone else to write to. Here we go. To: Le Petit Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exup é ry Saturday night, 22-3-2014 Dear Little Prince, Good day! Last Thursday I finished reading your story in the book. It's a gentle book, really touching, and filled with real values.  I agree with what the fox says, that you can only see things clearly with your heart, and that what is important is invisible to the eye. So, I concluded, that the important things can only be seen clearly if you use your heart . But please tell me, how can you do it? I really need to see things clearly right now because I seemed to keep repeating the same mistakes. I tried not to, but the pattern of the mistakes is still the same. Why am I keep repeating the same mistakes? And I hate to feel so melancholic, so blue, but I can't help it.  Curhat? Yeah. Pardon me, but I guess I just need someone that is unreal to deal with my unrealis...

I don't... feel so well. Well yes, I'm sick, I had cough and influenza, but, this not-so-well feeling does not come from my body. Maybe from my heart? I was reading my timeline, everybody is saying congratulations to the seniors, to my friends, for their graduation, and for entering the university they had dreamed for some time. Well I'm happy for them too, but on the other side, it makes me feel depressed and worried. Maaf jadi curhat, tapi emang ga tahan buat nulis, dan ya aku memang harusnya sekarang lagi sama kimia dan fisika, karena Rabu ulangan teori kinetik gas dan itu masih ngambang. Sialan aku jadi tambah depresi karena itu belom ngerti bener. Atau mungkin karena kejadian tadi siang gara-gara telat dijemput? p.s. when I wrote this, the radio played simply red- straight into your arms.

Dear rain,  I'll be your biggest fan whenever you came down. I like the air before you came, the smell of the ground that you bring, the sound that you make, the cool-cold breeze that blows to my cheek. If my room have a window, I would have sit there and look at the raindrops and feel the breeze while listening to the radio and reading my book. P.s. You came late, you should've come when it's September.

Beneran hebat! Sabtu pagi kemarin aku nyetel radio, dengerin weekend's favorite di rase fm, dan (kata aku ya) lagunya tuh enak-enak semua! Beneran, nggak ada yang nggak enak. Seneng banget dengerinnya.. :)

I like this song! Because I'm feelin' happy when I hear this song! Bener2 hiburanlah buat aku dan bikin semangat! :) Padahal lagunya lagu patah hati ya?

Hey, hey, hey Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind Your sweet moon beam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know! Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight Hey, hey,hey Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know! Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do.....

Mood-ku hari ini agak sedang, mmm... kurang baik. Mmm, agak sedih. Ini aku lagi nyapu rumah sambil dengerin radio, lumayan itung2 penghiburan, hehe :D Tapi yah, gpp-lah. Badai pasti berlalu . Huehehehehe...hiperbolis ya? Hari ini lagian cerah, jadi tidak boleh bersedih. HARI LIBUR LAGI . Jadi mari jita hepi karena ini adalah hari libur yang cerah, dan besok adalah Hari Kejepit Nasional . :D